day 4: tension
Tension because COP28 is coming to a close and the draft deal released today does not mention the phase-out of fossil fuels. Tension because I feel imposter syndrome, like I am unable to form an opinion on policy because there are certain words I can and cannot say so I get scared and worry that the words would not even matter because I am only 23 years old. Tension because I know that's not true. Tension because 12-year-old activist Licypriya Kangujam has more courage than government leaders and CEOs, and when she speaks the truth, she is detained and de-badged. Tension because t here have been demonstrations every day at COP questioning the legitimacy of the United Nations — a body that won't intervene in an ongoing genocide or stop a mass extinction — but I do not see them in my virtual participation because the UAE, the UN, whoever it is, does not want me to see them. Tension because I don't know what it means to be a diplomatic, respectful delegate when I would muc